It's 2005 and yes, I continue to wait for that which will break down the shield that has crippled me from moving on to a better life, a life that may really be worth living. The very shield that I had put up to protect me from the harshness of the world around me has become the sole prison that i seek release from. It's funny how the mechanism that has guarded me for so long ended up being my greatest weakness.
The new year spells change and fresh beginnings. I believe so. And yet, here I am thinking, hoping with lack of action, wallowing in the stagnant pool that I consider as my universe. The irony. And so I swim until that which will disturb my world arrives.
Hey, don't make me wait too long... it does get tedious you know. I've been at it all my life.
The Lost Elf
- LostElf
- i talk in riddles. im all blank. i wish sumthin will come along and chase away the monotony that has long held me. break down these walls. piece out the shards. complete the puzzle. sometimes i wish i was a donkey. donkeys live better lives than me. they have more time in their "hands." they move at their own pace. they may be stubborn but they can afford to be.. u can just call me donkey. ass. mule. im no horse, horses are far too glorified.
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