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yipee! i passed the exam and initial interview for some big company. thanks to everyone who prayed for me but i need your prayers more than ever because the final interview's on wednesday!!! i hope this is the place for me because i've been embarrassingly jobless for more than a month now. i need a stable job. one that pays well, with a wonderful work environment and offers a good opportunity for growth. talk about being too idealistic... with so much time in my hands i cant help but daydream of perfect office scenarios and what not, in full detail! maygarsh! i am so fed up of being idle and over thinking.

on a different note, i'm having a strange feeling of melancholy. i recently asked myself, 'why is the world so unfair?' the eternal question that fuel most angst-ridden teens... hayyy... i'm way past that time in my life but it's coming back. haven't i been good enough, kind enough, generous enough to deserve the best in life? what of positive karma and its tenfold return? and many more questions i don't have an answer for.

envy and bitterness, i don't want any of it... but it just welled up the moment i saw the smile plastered on your face, and it immediately wiped off the one on mine.

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how come you're happy while i'm not?

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something's missing

hey hey hey

it's 12:14am sept 12, 2007 and i just can't wait to post something, anything! if you're wondering why i'm this excited, it's my birthday for cripes sake!

and here's a bit of trivia, i just found out earlier that i was welcomed into the world at 7am in the morning so i guess i'll be 'officially' a year older by then. as of the moment i'm still 21! nyahahaha... palusot. if only i could stop time. wahhhh... i'll be 22 years old very soon, like in 6 more hours(trying to stretch time hehe) MAYGARSH! and as if to remind me that i'm AGING, the internet cafe's attendant actually called me 'kuya' when he clearly looked older than me. wehhhh... fine! maybe i do look 'mature,' MAYBE but whatever. it's my day today and i won't let one silly comment ruin it. :)



me likey this song! send in your gifts already! okay? alright! like totally freak me out, i mean c'mon! wahahahaha... waiting, waiting, grrrrr...

and before i forget, i am in DESPERATE need of a DECENT/HONEST house mate to lessen the amount of monthly rent i have to pay.. please help! if you're interested, just drop a comment or email me at koolaphoo@gmail.com.

that's all i have to say i guess... oh and one more thing... VIRGOS RULE! :P

God bless us all!!!!! :)

P.S.
for those who'll forget to greet me or give me presents, you will be damned! just kidding. no, wait. not really. *evil grin* wuddeva! happy happy happy birthday to me!

autobiography in 5 chapters

I.

I walk down the street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk
I fall in.
I am lost...I am hopeless.
It isn't my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.

II.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don't see it.
I fall in again.
I can't believe I'm in the same place.
But it isn't my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.

III.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in...It's a habit
my eyes are open
I know where i am
it is my fault
i get out immediately.

IV.

I walk down the same street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.

V.

I walk down another street.