yipee! i passed the exam and initial interview for some big company. thanks to everyone who prayed for me but i need your prayers more than ever because the final interview's on wednesday!!! i hope this is the place for me because i've been embarrassingly jobless for more than a month now. i need a stable job. one that pays well, with a wonderful work environment and offers a good opportunity for growth. talk about being too idealistic... with so much time in my hands i cant help but daydream of perfect office scenarios and what not, in full detail! maygarsh! i am so fed up of being idle and over thinking.
on a different note, i'm having a strange feeling of melancholy. i recently asked myself, 'why is the world so unfair?' the eternal question that fuel most angst-ridden teens... hayyy... i'm way past that time in my life but it's coming back. haven't i been good enough, kind enough, generous enough to deserve the best in life? what of positive karma and its tenfold return? and many more questions i don't have an answer for.
envy and bitterness, i don't want any of it... but it just welled up the moment i saw the smile plastered on your face, and it immediately wiped off the one on mine.
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how come you're happy while i'm not?
The Lost Elf
- LostElf
- i talk in riddles. im all blank. i wish sumthin will come along and chase away the monotony that has long held me. break down these walls. piece out the shards. complete the puzzle. sometimes i wish i was a donkey. donkeys live better lives than me. they have more time in their "hands." they move at their own pace. they may be stubborn but they can afford to be.. u can just call me donkey. ass. mule. im no horse, horses are far too glorified.
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