Why

I was sitting beside Y-U on a pile of bricks (How unromantic, I know!), and we were talking with candor. It felt good talking with Y-U, the feeling you get when you're all giddy and excited, playing with your first pet dog. When all of a sudden the atmosphere got all cheesy. It wasn't long until Y-U advanced into more "delicate" matters. Out of the discussion Y-U asked for a kiss. And so I complied, with force. We were both caught off-guard with what just happened but it felt good. We talked on and on until a warm gust of wind reached me. Just as I entertained the warmth, it vanished as fast as it came about, and then I opened my eyes only to find out that it was just a dream.

I know it's cheesy and it had to be the weirdest dream of my life since I first became conscious. Im clueless as to how Y-U managed to fit in and the reason why I called this person Y-U since the first question that sprang into my mind right after I woke up was "Why you?" Y-U's been out of my mind for so long and Im baffled how "this" came about. We never had a deep connection and all this time I treated Y-U as just another "friend," up until this. The scary thing is, I wanted to get back to that dream.. if only to find myself with Y-U again. I know it's close to impossible for this to happen in reality but I can't help but wonder. If only I can run back to my dreams to sate this longing.

What is my subconscious telling me? I guess the things Ive been running away from have finally caught up with me and manifested into this very dream. Strange... I dont know how to address this and all I can come up are questions. Maybe I've fooled myself all this time? Maybe I've been a hypocrite all these years? Maybe just maybe... I'm better off freeing myself from these shackles I've carried with me ever since. If only it were that easy, I would have done it a long time ago.

I wish to dream again, if only to find myself back in that same picture. Let me delve into thoughts free of worry and tensions that stem from this harsh world. I know kids are best left with this but what is there to lose if I wish for dreams to come true?