For the sake of being righteous you jump into this hole thinking its the best thing to do, the right thing. You dig deeper, gaining momentum, the drive feeds you, that is until you realize that it isnt easy. You feel weak knowing that you cant keep at it forever, that you wish to go back with the rest of them and their passion for realizing shadowed desires. Just when you thought you should crawl back out, it dawns on you that you're way down, deep down. It falls on you like a heavy blanket, suffocating, hot, and unbearable. You squirm to break free but there's no escape. You're there disturbed and dying inside and the rest of the world doesn't seem to notice. Mute.
Abstinence kills. No wonder I'm miles beneath the ground.
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